hungry
orcapotter might remember was when I was so happy that my parents didn't talk for months when I was in 9th grade. I was so happy b/c I thought maybe they would get a divorice and all this would be over. No kid ever wishes that their parents seperate but I did. Now, I don't know anymore. I can't wait to get out of this house, but I know I can't afford it.You fight about money, bout me and my brother (<--don't have one but it works)
And this I come home to, this is my shelter.
You may all know how my mom goes around hugging everyone when she sees them. She was always the coolest mom. Well I hated it. I even told her to stop it. I felt like everyone liked my mom and I was just the package deal. She hugs everyone else but not me. I never get hugged. People are always giving other people hugs, but it's stange for me. We never hug in my family. So I often back off and don't know what to do. I don't know how to hug. But now everyone wants to hug evryone, and I want to feel the love to so I am trying to hug. I just need a hug I guess.
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, you'll see
I don't want love to destroy me like it has done
my family
I ate so fast to just get back in my room, that I am currently starving. I don't know what to do. We don't have a lot of snacky foods in the house. I'm hungry.
